Strength of solitude

On my way back I had a thought about loneliness and its ironies. How its darkness attracts me. Like a drug. It probably one of my addictions (like I needed another one. He). How you feel that you have nothing, yet you may find everything you need in its solitude. Nobody to depend on and no one whom depends on you. I thought about Ill this because I recollected vivi saying how she "wanted" to be lonely for a while. To see if she could make it. I guess the logic I used to persuade her that she was wrong has all but abated in my mind....
Then I thought of Leonard:

"Baby, let's get married We've been alone too longLet's be alone together Let's see if we're that strong"