alex lloyd

Sometimes - a beautiful song by alex lloyd

The traffic is jamming
For miles up ahead
Releasing emotions
Deep in my head

I wish it was easy
Easy to breathe
The words that we needed
To get some relief

I still hear you crying, then I see you smiling
Even when I close my eyes

Sending a rescue
Coming to find you
Do you think that we could save another day
Try not to break down
Walking the old ground
I don't want to throw the life we had away

Blocked up and cluttered
Tired we stand
Alone together
Was just not the plan
Something undenying
In the underlining
Even if I close my eyes

Sending a rescue
Coming to find you
Do you think that we could save another day
Try not to break down
Walking the old ground
I don't want to throw the life we had away

time

time is moving at an incredibly fast rate for me. they say time flies when you having fun. but I'm not so it makes it feel ever more unpleasant. I been having reaccuring flashbacks of a previous grilfriend from iran. thinking about the situation i had back years ago and the decision i had to make with her makes me sick to my stomach. perhaps i could have done it some other way. maybe not. but maybe its time to take a step back and make some serious decisions. Its a very cold feeling Colder than the snow falling outside my window.

a quote

There is no avoiding war, it can only be postponed to the benefit of your enemy. (Niccolò Machiavelli)

(credits to hesam)

humble doors

the automatic doors at the mall make even the littlest people feel important.

what if the right part of leaving turned out to be wrong?